My name's Lien (he/they) and welcome to my selfship blog :>
Interests: Punishing Gray Raven, Honkai: Star Rail, Honkai Impact 3rd, Fire Emblem, To Be Hero X, Genshin Impact, Zenless Zone Zero
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I'm 27. While I don't typically write anything suggestive here, I recommend not following if you are a minor (I won't follow back.) But if all else, I tag anything suggestive as "suggestive."
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laughing bc i was just remembered how i was plotting slowsong marriage and then i think my fication switched interest so it never happened. now my brains honeymooning like whoag dude slow down we just met again
I see self shippers writing themselves to be insecure about getting with their f/os, but what about your f/os feeling insecure about being with you in a "you're too good for me/you'll be a lot happier without me/you don't deserve to go through me" kind of way. This goes double for villain f/os. Don't get me started.
Not very healthy either way but we like to spice things up. Make them beg in their head to love you.
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Your f/o doesn't think having body hair makes you less feminine. They don't think it makes you androgynous unless that's something you're aiming to be. They love you however your body and its hair naturally are and no matter how you groom it.
// "and it was so cool. i tried out these new thrift shops, right? and i actually managed to find some cute plus-sized clothes AND wrestling shirts!! i mean, for now they're hanging in the closet, but one day, i'll have the perfect place to wear them to, and..."
i was trying to find a birthday-themed stock image to use as inspiration but every time i liked one, it was AI đđ so instead i drew something that's been on my mind for a while!!
this is a little more of a personal one for me bc this is an illustration of how it feels to be universebound/soulbound to me đ i come home and immediately curl up in bed with my goat and think about telling her anything and everything đđđ real meli in this art instead of ending bc of that :) and ofc i had to pick one of the wife shirts i actually do own since i wear them constantly XD
if you need full time care i love you. if you need part time care i love you. if itâs not safe for you to be unsupervised i love you. if itâs not safe for you to cook i love you. if you canât dress yourself i love you. if you canât toilet without help i love you. if you have uncontrollable behaviours unless someone is looking after you i love you. if someone else has to maintain your medical devices i love you. if you rely on informal or unpaid care from family or friends i love you. if you rely on formal care from professionals i love you. if you live in a group home, institution, or supported living i love you. if youâre embarrassed to admit you have carers i love you. if you talk about your carers with pride i love you.
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the fic got me by the chokehold so i drew them in the formal outfits based on the descriptions (not completely accurate; i took a lot of liberties tbh) but yeah they're about to fuck shit up at azul's private island
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Summary:Â Not to soon after the arrival of Song, Laslow finds himself a new friend.
A/N:Â I PROMISE I WONT SPAM FICS BUT this one was short and I wanted to share it bc well. a fic ramble would be hard because I'd just be copy and pasting the entire fic so I may as well just put the entire thing so I can just yap in the tags about how fucking cute slowsong is.
Word Count:Â 811
How long has it been since someone has sent his heart aflying? ...No, this time it truly was flying â not like many other times when he had just a glance at a person and felt his heart leap. No, this time, when his heart leaps, it twirls, it dances, it sings, it flies. He didnât even know he could feel so many things all at once.Â
But it just took a chance on him that he thought would never be granted, all because of one new person waltzing into his life. It was easy for him to approach them, just as with others; with their looks, who wouldnât try their hand? He gave it his shot, used his charms the best he can, and he braced himself for the rejection, but the rejection never came.Â
One tea date later full of him making jokes and them laughing so contagiously and he was so stunned that he had lost track of time until Song had reminded him of it.Â
Couldnât time be endless for once? He wondered.Â
But thatâs a wish that couldnât be granted, and he couldnât keep them too long without causing them trouble.
A gentleman that he was, he walks them back to where theyâre needed most in the castle â off to clean some room he couldnât really care to pay attention to when Song was with him at the moment.Â
âThank you for inviting me, Laslow,â Song bows their head.
âThe pleasure is all mine, buttercup,â Laslow in turn bows towards them. When he gets up, he gives them his dazzling wink and it sends them into another fit of giggle. âThe perfect way of saying goodbye.âÂ
âHmm⌠how about a âsee ya next timeâ instead?â Song suggests instead with a shy smile.Â
Laslowâs eyes widen at the prospect, âWas I not too much trouble? Thatâs a first!âÂ
Song gives him an amused grin and confused eyes, âIs this the first time anyoneâs actually accepted your invite?âÂ
âMy reputation precedes me and stretches across the land, my dear Song,â Laslow chuckles, âItâs only a surprise when someone decides to accompany meâŚwhich happened today for the first time.âÂ
âAw, well, thatâs a little sad, Laslow,â Songâs smile grows pitiful towards him, which is only fair. He doesnât mind it too bad. âI think if people gave you a chance, theyâd find themself in good company.â
âWell, Iâm flattered that my lady thinks of me kindly,â Laslowâs smile grows sheepishly.Â
âSo umâŚâ Song fiddles with their hands, swaying to and fro as they request, âWould youâŚwanna do this again?âÂ
âI beg your pardon?â Laslow chokes.Â
Song freezes up, âI had a lot of fun so IâŚthought itâd be nice to hang out again.âÂ
The first of everything with them, isnât it? Now theyâve gotten him blushing furiously. Not only did they give him a chance, they wanted to give him more of their time. Someone genuinely wanted to spend more time with him.Â
âI-Iâd love nothing more!â He sputters and Song smiles in relief in his acceptance. It feels strange to be on the opposite side of a request for company for once.Â
âWell, see ya next time then, Laslow,â Song waves at him, taking a step closer to the door.
âYeahâŚSee you then, Song,â Laslow smiles lopsidedly.Â
Song blinks and stares at the male, who was still standing there. They wave again, âSee you!âÂ
âSee you,â Laslow giggles.Â
Now Song was even more confused. Maybe they ought to take a step further in and just leave. So they do, but they say it again with another wave, âSee you!âÂ
âSee you!â He repeats with more enthusiasm and a wave... but he isnât moving at all.
Song canât stop laughing, wondering how long this could go on, âSee ya!â
âIâll see you!â Laslow laughs along.Â
Song snorts, putting a cork in whatever this was between them, âYouâre so funny, Laslow. Shouldnât you be off somewhere?â
âOh! Right!â Laslow slaps his forehead. âWell, I suppose weâll just have to make these âsee yousâ come true another day, wonât we?âÂ
âThatâs why we say them,â Song giggles, taking another step and feeling their heel hit the door open more.Â
âThen I shall see you next time, my lovely Song,â Laslow bows.
âTill next time, friend,â Song grins, watching Laslow stand up.Â
With a wink and a hand to his hilt, their new friend walks away, off to Lord Xanderâs side probably. Song stands there a while, watching him go down the corridor. Staring long enough, they catch sight of him twirling and pumping his fists in the air and they have to hide their giggle lest they embarrass him.Â
They roll their eyes and go through the door to their next chore. If there was anything they couldnât deny about their new friend, it was the fact that he certainly was cute.Â
Now that they arenât hidden away by the comfort that is Xanderâs ginormous suit of armor, their image catches the gaze of the other person in the room, who was quiet in attending to his lordâs side.Â
They could tell from the look in his eyes anyhow that theyâve caught his attentionâŚjust not in a way they would have expected with how his dark eyes widen and practically shine in glee.
âLord Xander! How ever did you catch a beauty like that?â The male gasps, quickly coming over to them and bowing, âAm I ever blessed to be in your presence, angel.âÂ
He winks and Xander groans disappointedly. Song giggles quietly behind their hand; what a strange dynamic between lord and retainer â much similar to back home, they think.
âYou must watch yourself around this one, Song,â He gestures to the male, âThis is Laslow. HeâsâŚrather a philanderer, but he does have a good head on his shouldersâŚso long as he intends to keep it there.âÂ
âWhose head are we slicing, Lord Xander?â Peri squeals excitedly.
âN-No oneâs! No oneâs!â Laslow shouts, adjusting himself to reclaim his retainer position. âT-Though, my apologies, Lord Xander! Y-You should have warned me beforehand so I can prepare myself.âÂ
Then his gaze goes back to Song and Song canât help but give him a little smile of forgiveness. They didnât really mind it, as awkward as it felt for them. They can definitely see Xanderâs description of Laslow fitting perfectly for him: a flirt but probably with good intentionsâŚ.at least theyâd hope so anyways. There was just something about the browns of his eyes that made them think of chocolate, coupled with how easy on the eyes his gray windswept hair was. With the little blunder with his lord and fellow retainer, only one word could really explain their impression of Laslow: cute.
man i love writing for laslow bc it gives me a chance to write something goofy as hell but also it also gives me a second to be Cringe in my writing and jesus fucking christ alskjdfhaslkfjha
somehow song still thinking hes cute and not weird is funny to me. yall dont know youre gonna fall in love smh