I Don’t Mind

Have you been in Central Park before?

“Meet me behind The Mall”

that’s my answer.

I checked her account last night, she’s been inactive. Then I checked her personal account, I found out her Facebook is also deactivated. I called her phone, sent her msgs, nothing.. lastly I called their home number. I spoke with her little brother, he said her ate (sister) is in her room with no phone, that’s why I couldn’t contact her.

“Binugbog ni Papa si Ate eh, nalaman Tomboy sya” (Dad hit his Sister because he learned that she’s gay)

I felt numb, because I know his Dad, I swear he could kill her. Just thinking about it, my heart is breaking.. I didn’t have in mind that she could be one of those who outed...

I found out that one of your evil fan who idolizing you @taylorswift, that makes you two evil, posted an lgbtq selfie of my friend to her personal account and friends of their family saw it.

I couldn’t do anything. I can’t even depend her. I can’t even ask her if she’s okay.

For those who doesn’t know, our country is full homophobic, homophobia is worst here. Gay people here are making fun of or even get killed.

All I can think about is many of them wasted on time on you. You’re no different with Scooter. You’re as just greedy as people you hate. You monetize from gay people. Admit it.

I just hope someday, there will be someone bigger than Taylor Swift. —

There will be no shame.

Imagine that person, who’s influencial, who has a large fanbase and platform, you know, there will be no room for this kind of wants to be belong.

Not someone who doesn’t speak up when they are not gaining from the issue.

Not someone who’s subtle promoting homophobia among her fans.

Not just who stand with us if it’s convenient to them. Not just who’s loud when there’s album around the corner. Not just who’s writing a song from a boy’s perspective.

But the real one of us.

That’s why I am thankful for those artist who are out and proud and trying to be on the top so many of us can be well represented.

I am sorry to those who experience homophobia in place and in community that supposed to be your safest place, your comfort.