she/they

so now it's summer break and i have a crush on this adorable himbo and i'm SCAREDDD because whenever he's around i act like an imbecile and i really have no idea if he likes me in any way at all. rn plan is to become friends with him first and think later, and even thought i'm the biggest friend-making extrovert in town i just get so nervous around him ughhhhh. anyways will update you and also even though i dont have a crush on you anymore i still think ur hot. goodbye my love 4/4

so i tried to move on from but he remained incredibly fucking hot and he was in all my classes apart from english so i just stared at him 24/7. i realized that i wasn't going to move on and i decided to wait until he broke up with his gf. now this was shitty as hell but whats more shitty is i just found out that they've broken up and idk what the fuck to do bc he's got the reputation for being kind of an idiot and i don't know how he'd react if i texted him or smth 3/?

then because this crush was 100% doomed to fail, i moved on with my life and got a crush on this rich girl who i was like 85% sure liked me back but then she moved to switzerland (i cried) and after that i got a crush on this guy called matthias and he's so fuckinng hot ohmygod. one night we were away on a school thing and there was a campfire and we talked for so long. i'd say it was romantic if, during the talking, he wouldn't have told me he had a girlfriend. 2/?

hey sexy ;) it's been a long time since i visited this blog but i feel enough time has passed for me to tell you that a while back i developed a small crush on you. i dont know how someone can catch feelings for someone whose voice they havent heard and face they havent seen but i managed it lmao. anyways a little after i got my crush you mentioned something about i girlfriend when we were chatting and i got insanely jealous. 1/?

Love you