every time i think about making doodles about anything relating to myself, my life, or my mental health, i always end up stopping myself because im like nothing good has ever come from it in the past theres really no purpose in doing so it just makes me seem so much more unstable, but on the opposite end its just another excuse i have to close myself up from everyone and not letting anyone know anything about me, and the self-isolation is probably doing more harm. the violent back and forth keeps me stagnant so i end up doing nothing















