buttercup

want to fall asleep under the stars(no bugs)

tshirt that says: I CARE WHAT GHOSTS THINK OF ME

yes i do the suffering yes i do the whining

its really comforting to know that all the times i was at my lowest and loneliest in the past the whole time i had my self in the future and present who had survived those things looking back with love and tenderness and wishing desperately to offer comfort…i am my own guardian angel and i can use that knowledge when im struggling now and remember that somewhere there is a version of me that has survived this and is watching me with love and pride and joy in her heart

“i am literally insane” i say as i display a common trait of a disorder that i’ve known i’ve had for years

do you ever think oh actually i am never going to stop being eleven years old and lonely

The answer to everything is love/presence