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i will be brave enough, one day.

i will be brave enough.

but i'm not brave enough, not yet. i'm still a coward.

until then, please forgive me. i don't deserve it, but please forgive me.

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listen before i go // Billie Eilish

it's all pain forever. that's what no one tells you. it's all just pain and suffering forever. no amount of good times, no amount of distraction, nothing will ever change the fact that it is all just pain and it is all just suffering and it will be this way forever.

weltenwellen

Fariha Róisín, How to Cure a Ghost

#not my post #death tw

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#not my post

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an apology fixes nothing

the plate remains shattered

the heart remains broken

the boy continues to bleed

and you still have the knife in your hands.

#sorry #mine #suggestion #suggestion blog #guilt #betrayal #violence tw #i recognise my role #in causing his misery #and i continue to cause it #over and over again #so no #sorry fixes nothing at all

heartlessqueen

#not my post

uglyfruit

[ID: a photo of a little kid putting various clips in their hair. they are in profile, and have pale skin, shoulder-length brown hair, a light pink sweater, and a bracelet of rainbow hearts. across the center of the photo, there is small embroidered text in rainbow letters, reading 'asking for things makes me bad']

#not my post #hmm

when will you be satisfied with the number of victims you've left in your wake?

will you ever be satisfied?

#mine #suggestion #suggestion blog #cruelty #i am a bad person #apparently the answer is no #because i am still the same asshole #despite multiple chances to change #i do the same things #hurting the same people

heavensghost

Dog teeth - Nicole Dollanganger

#not my post

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no240s

#not my post

it is one thing to cause someone pain.

it is another, worse thing to receive that pain

and continue the cycle of abuse.

but continue the cycle, i do.

#mine #suggestion #suggestion blog #abuse mention #or: on passing on the pain others caused you #an apology is not enough #for everything i've done #and the worst part is #i keep. fucking. doing. it.

primulaceas

Olga Tokarczuk, Drive Your Plow Over the Bones of the Dead (translated by Antonia Lloyd-Jones)

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perfumigate

#not my post #better the devil you know

does it hurt less on the other side?

do i dare believe there is a place where this pain cannot follow me?

#mine #suggestion #suggestion blog #death implied #pain #aka on solving your problems without addressing them #it's laziness at this point #because i could just be better #and yet here i am. not better.

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patientlights

12.14.15

Art Insta: patientvibes

#not my post

heavensghost

Margaret Atwood, The Testaments

#not my post #mmm

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