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Four years ago I moved in with my father for the first time and at first I hated it and then it kinda just grew on me until recently, both my dad and stepmom are very verbally abusive and are very controlling people,at first it was fucking with me emotionally and then psychologically. I am not the same person I was 4 years ago and I absolutely hate it. To start though, I'm 19 and am still trying to move out. I got a job offering by my dad as an electrician for his company right after I got out of high school, he was very hard on me at work and it didn't stop at home either and then in may I got laid off because he didn't have work for me. my stepmom likes to get me in trouble with my dad on purpose and do things that only irritate me and when I Snap back I get in trouble.My dad has been physically abusive as well, he has squeezed my wrists very tightly and he's also verbally abusive about my life right now and I feel like he's somehow responsible for everything that's been happening to me. I really just want out this house because this has made me fallen into a deep depression that idk how to get out of. There’s a lot more to the story than that but I wanted to keep it brief.