どうして

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aaaand my past is right behind me isnt it

near-life experience

im sure if i move far away from home to somewhere no one knows me my whole personality will suddenly change and everyone will love me and everything will be better im sure im sure im sure

my body is a machine that turns normal situations into psychological horror

its actually crazy how good music is. and its all different, too. like wow. huge deal really when you think about it

maybe if i keep ignoring this feeling of impending doom it'll go away

You deserve to build a life you don't have to escape from.

It’s me and whatever song is holding me together against the world.

i do feel somewhat ruined forever. but it’s okay we stay silly

“this reminded me of you” a love language

this is litteraly a spiral i get in every week..

in another universe, do you think we would’ve been happy together?