Everything’s getting easier knowing i can sleep all day and not worry about eating anymore i just sit in my room all day play xbox and forget food exists! i promise myself when i get thin again im never going back too being big i can’t do it i need too do anything too prevent that

i cant stop crying my dysphoria is killing me why cant i just be thin and have pretty clothes im struggling so much with alcohol and shitty foods i wish i wasn’t me :(

cucumber is my life rn it’s so nice i could eat so much of it

Heya lovely’s im still alive sadly aha i hope you’re all doing great :) god my life’s been falling apart XD

Can anyone give me some tips on how too like stop craving for food like im trying too fast for a day but like AHHH my stomach and head won’t stfu about food like there’s not even a salad or anything i can go get

Heya everyone i hope you’ve all been okay and remember im proud of you all 🥰

i forget how easy it is for me too just not eat anything when im at home like honestly i wish i didn’t work much if i didn’t id be so thin still :(

Im actually having the biggest breakdown in my head at work rn im sat here dead faced while in my mind im pulling my own skin off i fucking ate again i ate and i hate it why why did i do that i only ate half but i shouldn’t have ate anything i worked out so so hard yesterday i could visibly see change but no i’ve just fucked that up im a fat fucking pig i don’t deserve anything man i ate because i was bored i hate myself

i need it too get worse

i 10/10 need a 4na c0ach im struggling so hard too really loose weight

im gonna cry i tried too get back on track today but i couldn’t do it i ended up eating again only half but i just can’t i need someone too duct tape my mouth so i can’t fucking eat like a pig i need help i hate this i wanna be thin and pretty and fragile

Anyone who sees this im fully okay with anyone reblogging or messaging me m3ansp0 too motivate me 😫 like literally be as harsh as you want