and i can't tell him that it hurts it hurts looking at him it hurts holding his hand it hurts kissing him cause i hurt him again but still, we keep coming back to this moment of forgiveness and acceptance but that does not change the fact that I can't love him enough i feel incomplete and empty sometimes looking at him hurts because I see i see how incapable I am to love others the way I wanted to i’m sorry i’m depressed my love but please stay, cause i want to get better for the both of us please stay just stay cause i need you more than i ever imagine
















