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Forest Hills Drive: Homecoming [ link ]

friends can break your heart too

It’s tough to get out of bed I know that myself. You can lie there for an hour and a half without thinking anything, just worrying about what the day holds and knowing that you won’t be able to deal with it.

I spend most nights awake, wide awake

I love my girlfriend so much. I guess I need to get it out somewhere. The thought of moving breaks my heart. But there’s nothing I can do. I don’t have any say in the matter. I guess it was really unrealistic of me to imagine us lasting for a long time and maybe even being able to call her my high school sweetheart (that’s a stretch). Like idk she just makes me feel better about life in general. I don’t know how she did it but she got me to literally crave her. Like I want her everyday attitudes, smart remarks and all. She’s such a dime. I’d love to wake up to those clumsy eyes of hers. I like looking in her eyes when she’s not wearing glasses cause I feel like im really looking at her it’s weird. I like the way she looks at me. Of course I’m sexually attracted to her but I’m more attracted to the fact that she can listen to me ramble and try to make sense of it instead of dismissing my messy jumble of thoughts. All bodies are beautiful and I love hers I’ve always had a thing for skin touching it feels so much better than clothes and if she trusts me enough to handle and appreciate her body then I’m taking care of her. She really seems to not be comfortable in her own skin but then again who is. You can’t make someone love themselves. But you can give it till they’re ready to receive. I still wouldn’t mind her tearing up my back sometimes or just having her laying with me. I got so attached I’m such an emotional person. She’s my little mess and we can keep each other together. Even if I do tease the mess out of her. I love my baby. And I’m cherishing her every moment I have with her. I’ve got a couple more weeks to hear her moans and laughs.

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