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i almost let comparison be the thief of my joy again

this fanfiction shit easy

Today's vent:

it's been a week. 'angel' and 'demon' were job descriptions. heaven and hell weren’t supposed to be an immutable destiny, they were a satirical bureaucracy sharing an office building inspired by a KitKat commercial. upper management couldn’t tell if the ineffable plan and great plan were the same slide in the mission statement deck. south downs was supposed to be retirement. have a watch, bugger off and tend to your marigolds. they never stopped armageddon because it wasn't their job description, the humans had that covered with their choices and their ineffability and their humanity. they were the romcom supporting cast, narratively useless save for being the lens through which the audience sees the story

Among Everything Else about the finale, I think one of the things I hated the most was Crowley’s arc. He start the movie as self destructive and depressed, and he ends with successfully self destructing. He starts suicidal, and ends with committing suicide in a “self sacrificing” way and we’re meant to take it as a happy ending. He dies before ever getting support or even just getting to unmask. The messaging there just feels so.. careless, in a way that I think could be dangerous.