dusty’s studies

10•26•2022

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I drew this tree the other day for the spooky season. School has been good rough.

Good news, I got my dream internship. It feels so strange to go to work and to learn the exact things that excite me.

I am learning graphic design too which I have wanted to learn for years.

I have tried and tried to edit my theme for my blog, but it just isn't transferring over. I edit my theme in settings, hit save, it looks great, but when I go back to my page (mobile too), nothing has changed...

Late (late) night code.

I had to stop and appreciate all the pink in my notes today. Believe it or not, that was completely random.

Learning about Binary Search today in my algorithms class. If you don’t already know, allow me to bore you.

Say you have a dictionary in front of you. The process of finding a word might go something like this: open to the middle of the dictionary, check to see which half of the dictionary your word is in. Then, go to that half and repeat. Every repetition, you rule out half of the dictionary. Pretty soon, you will be left with the page that your word is on. That is the basics of binary search.

Physics is kicking my ass. I have an exam in a few days I haven’t prepared for.

I have been trying to incorporate more color into my notes, especially for graphs and important side notes.

The ugly side of college…

Almost two weeks into the semester and I’ve already gotten burnt out.

Fantasizing college and the academia life can be good. I try to do it as often as I can. I find it a great motivator to keep going and to find a love for learning.

But days like today make it seem impossible to enjoy college. The end of my degree seems so far. No where in sight at this point. I start to have a disdain for the whole system. I hate the grueling hours of work for what seems like nothing in return.

College is fucking hard sometimes. But not harder then quitting on your dreams and giving up on your self.

I tried a sketch of my schools library today. Tomorrow is the first day of a new year here. I would like to say new year, new me, but it feels like just yesterday I was here at school doing my finals.