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❝drowning in my thoughts once again. I wish I wasn't so critical of myself and how I look. I do not hate myself, but I'm never satisfied. Always comparing myself, always chasing perfection that others seem to possess and I'm filled with envy. I have this need to be delicate online, to portray the specific version I have of myself in my head, with specific colours, poses, with a perfect room. But perfection takes time and there are still aspects I cannot change, like changing few bones. I should learn how to love myself instead, just the way I am. Accept that perfection isn't something I need in order to achieve self-love. Perhaps I'll never fully love my face, or my body, the way I take pictures. But I can at least try ໒꒱

❝I would skin alive someone with a butter-knife for a cup of coffee right now. I didn't have one for 4 days TT the craving,,

❝woah, I got a lengthy submission of a pretty naughty imagine. I just don’t know how those things work at all TT it wasn't written for me, was it? Should I post it?