DumbDogHorseThing

mushroom: can you feel your heart burning? can you feel the struggle within? the fear within me is beyond anything your soul can make. you cannot kill me in a way that matters

Does that tgirl wear 'butch clothes' because she wants to dress ambiguously or is she too broke to wear anything other than the clothes her parents bought her in high school?

Does that tgirl have noticeable stubble because she's genderfuck or because she doesn't know where to start with buying and applying makeup?

Does that tgirl have hairy legs, feet, and belly because she's a hardline feminist or because electrolysis is $300~ a session?

The fact that it's not "real" is important here, a safety net, but the fighting is very real. The losing, just as much. The eroticism of limbs muscles failing you, of insufficient strength, of your body refusing to perform, of screams coming out too weak.