DumbCell in Distress

I am neither too hurt, nor too sad about it. Love is alive inside me. And although things and situation will change between us, the feelings remain. I am sure I won't be happy about it too, but since I want both of us to carry the peace we deserve. Always remember that everytime I will think of you I will still have the sweetest smile even if it comes with a bile. I hope you will always value and remember that in this lifetime someone came your way who've written so much for you and gave you the most of everything she have with so much love. Always remember that you are loved greatly because you deserve it. And this space of the universe I created will always be yours. Be reminded that once upon a life a universe existed just for you, for a secret love to come alive. I wish you the best life and all the happiness that you deserve. And times you may be too sad or feeling down, never forget someone loves you from faraway land where no distance and time can elude you from it. I leave kisses inside your soul, so never feel alone and unloved. You will always be loved. And when words from me will be scarce to null, inside me words of love is endless. You will always have me inside you, and with all the love. Take care! Peace be with us...🌻🌻🌻

Sometimes the best act of true love is letting go and even if you don't want to. If you attempted multiple times and failed. The right time will come. You let go, because you love the person too much. And the best thing you can give is her peace of mind and your peace of mind. I never believed in being not meant to be, what isn't can always be, if and only when you both do something about it. But if the situation is complex, going away is as well respect to both your feelings. Going away does not always mean giving up... What is meant is meant, if it isn't maybe not now, in another time perhaps! So until then... Inside me you will always be there, nothing and no one can erase that anymore. A part of you will always be a part of me that will never die. I can only wish you the peace and happiness you've been longing for. Peace I give you, and that is because I love you!

It is painful and yet still beautiful. You matter that is why you occupy so much space inside me. And that is why I can not imagine a time of my day that I am not thinking of you. I want you so bad like real bad. But I also wish for you to stay where you are, because I know you are happy and you already have a home and future to look up to. And though I don’t know how to kill this love, I am trying to poison it more each day. I just want you to be really happy and peaceful. Not having me around will be your exact way out from my madness.

And my mistakes always goes back to you. For it was always difficult to ever let go. When all the love I felt was all for you. And during the night when my lights are switched off, I feel you. Beside me I feel you… My life became beautiful because there was you!

If we have nothing to die for… Then what is life worth living for? It is but a sharp, hard, cold razor. Like a threat to my neck and a life I abhor. I woke up each day in order to soar. And oh those smiles and kisses to the one I adore. But I went back home to the moor. And dwell at the back forrest to wait for wolves I can lure.

I woke up with a heavy heart. I miss you so much. What kind of longing is this when we haven’t even been together? But I miss your warm and tight embrace. What fancy thoughts do I have.

On days my words are few, the most I think of you. All the time I love you!

I am bloody missing you!