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Te amaria mil años

Te esperaria cien años

I was living in utter despondency. Some say ignorance

I dedicated two years of my life to a nightmare. Sounds like me. I made him into the dream guy I never had and maybe never will have.

He is severely mentally ill and hurt

So am I. A match made in heaven (hell)

I did not decide to leave him, he gave me no choice after repeating the same mistake over and over. He had no self control, he was easily convinced to change his life, his dreams , his morals, everything. I understood, because of his mental conditions.

I was cheated, manipulated and lied to for 2 years. And everyone treats its like its nothing

I kept coming back to him, begging to make it work, as if I had anything to be sorry about. I kept calling him harassing him to love me and lets work on ourselves together please please please dont leave me. Pathetic

He has new friends that console him and tell him to chin up. He has no intentions of working on solutions, just repent and move on.

I felt discarded like a piece of trash.

As I keep loving him, feeling guilty of all this love i still have for a person that does not want or deserve it.