Daddy says I have to let everyone know that the following post is extremely humiliating for me to share here!
Those of you who have been hanging around my blog since way before the purge may remember that my #1 kink is having my pussy hurt. Back when tumblr was fun, my blog was entirely devoted to it. Spanking, whipping, pinching, burning, pretty much any torture you could think of was something I enjoyed.
What I didn’t advertise then and don’t advertise now is that it’s a little bit more than that for me. Beyond just having my pussy hurt, what I love having done to me the most is having my clit hurt specifically. All of my favorite fantasies involve having someone take special interest in coming up with ways to torture my clit. I dream about spreading my lips open and holding my clit out for someone to do terrible things to it. It’s the single most sensitive place on my entire body. It doesn’t take much effort to hurt it, and there are so many different ways to do it. It’s the only thing guaranteed to make me wet every time it’s mentioned. There’s never a moment I don’t want my clit to be in pain. I’ve fantasized for years about doing all kinds of nasty things to it, but I’ve never found someone willing to do those kinds of things to me.
So on Saturday, Daddy and I had the opportunity to play together for the first time in a long time. He started off by giving me instructions while I slept about what I was supposed to do when I woke up to get me feeling especially slutty while I went about my day. He picked out one of my new pairs of crotchless panties for me to wear and instructed me to shave my pussy smooth. He then told me to put the sucker on my clit to get it swollen and sensitive for him to play with. I put the sucker on and finished the rest of my shower with it on, which was a lot of fun as the sucker adhered so well to my wet skin and the dripping of the water on the cylinder was incredibly frustrating.
When I was finished with my shower, pussy shaved and clit swollen, he had me get out my pretty new scrubbing brush and alternate slow, gentle strokes of the bristles against my clit with slaps from the back of the brush against my pussy. The brush is the perfect size to smack my pussy with, and the nylon bristles of the brush are stiff and felt like tiny needles digging into my clit. When I was nice and warmed up, he had me clean out my pussy for him by spreading my lips open and firmly pressing the brush into the very bottom of my pussy, then dragging it up until I reached the top of my clit, then back down again. I had to repeat this a total of 100 times, and I actually thought that I might draw blood from my poor pussy by the time I was finished. I felt scrubbed raw, but I loved every second of it. When I put on the crotchless panties, my swollen clit pressed against the seam of my pants and rubbed at it whenever I moved, ensuring my mind was on my pussy where it should be all day.
A bit later, when I was finished running errands and had gotten home, Daddy and I settled in for more play time. He had me use the suckers on my nipples and my still-sore clit, and while they were on he gave me 100 swats to my pussy with the riding crop. I love the sound the crop makes hitting my pussy, and it kept tapping against the sucker on my clit, driving me crazy because I could feel it on the outside of my clit but not where I wanted it most. Once they were good and swollen he had me put my three-headed clamps on. I love those clamps because they connect my nipples and clit when they’re on, so anytime I move or brush against something, I feel it in both places.
Daddy really enjoys both embarrassing me and making me beg, so when I admitted to him that I wanted him to hurt my clit more, he had me beg for it. I’ve never been as embarrassed as I was then, begging for him to hurt the thing meant to give me the most pleasure. Lucky for me, I have the best Daddy, and he gave me what I was really craving.
With the clamps still on, he had me run to the bathroom and get the mean tweezers. They’re professional-grade tweezers, and they’re exceptionally sharp and made of metal. On one end they have the normal tweezer head, and on the other the prongs come to a sharp point for precision work. When I brought them back, we used them to pinch the tiniest section of my clit. It felt like a needle was piercing my flesh, and when the tweezers started to pull up, they lost their grip, scraping the tiny piece of my clit. Daddy ripped the clamp off of my clit and used the tweezers to pinch the whole thing, digging the metal into my sensitive flesh and squeezing.
To my embarrassment, I had an idea. I asked Daddy to let me edge in the hopes that I would become even more sensitive for him so he could inflict even more pain on me. He offered to let me cum instead because he’s so nice, but I’m a good girl and I didn’t want to cum yet. Instead, he let me edge for him ten times, using the crop to spank my naughty pussy in between each edge. By that point I was nearly delirious with pain and endorphins, and I’d have done anything he asked of me. When I was finished edging, he poked and prodded at my clit with the tweezers again. I thought I might start bleeding when the sharp point poked into my clit and pressed down hard, but I was so eager to feel more pain that I didn’t care.
Daddy edged me ten more times, pausing between each edge to use the crop on my poor pussy between each one. My clit was so swollen we couldn’t avoid hitting it if we tried, so with every slap of the crop I got another sharp burst of pain in my clit. By the time I was done, I was nearly ready to beg for more. I was deep into masochistic sub space, and all I wanted was more pain. We ended our playing then, to avoid going too far, and I floated through the rest of me day in a hazy cloud of happiness.