haymitch

He looked at you as you excused yourself for bothering him. He had all the time of the world and made sure to be there for you. ‘That’s okey kid.’ He said calm. ‘I know it’s hard. But give it a try. It’ll take time though’

She sighed and nodded “I’ll do my…

Chloe nodded and made her way back to her own place, she wasn’t ready to call it home just yet. As she walked inside she ignored her parents, just as they ignored her, a part of her had hoped that her making it out of the arena would make them care again.

He had started calling it home . He had no choice and knew this was the last place his family had seen. At least the last good place. He took a drink and sat down in the back, feeding the geese

It wouldn't be long before the kids would be ready backstage. He kissed you back and looked at you. 'Lets go backstage shall we?' He noted as he wanted to see the kids before showtime. He walke there and kept an eye at the screen. He heard katniss ask if anyone believed it. 'Aparantly everyone' and he nudged her to you and octavia. Cinna was working his magic on her. 'You look ready sweetheart' he said calm. 'And just in time before showtime.'

He looked at you as you excused yourself for bothering him. He had all the time of the world and made sure to be there for you. ‘That’s okey kid.’ He said calm. ‘I know it’s hard. But give it a try. It’ll take time though’

She sighed and nodded “I’ll do my best, I guess I should just consider myself lucky that I got to come home to my brother and sister right?” She mused, glancing towards the entrance of Victors Village. “Thank you Haymitch.”

'Right' he knew that wouldn't mean anything if they'd be taken. He would make sure to keep an eye on them. 'No problem. You know where to find me' he noted as he got back to his own place. It was a mess. But at least his mess

  He already felt a bit better. It was supressing the horible thoughts playing in his head. And it was so adictive! He ordered another one. He didn’t drink this one as fast but sipped it. To feel better. He had to be carefull not to get drunk. ‘So adictive…..’ He said calm recognising it. He knew all to well why he couldn’t stop.

"You’re doing great." she encouraged him, as she could see him struggle not to drink it all in once again. "So, what else do I need to know?"

'Well i did sucumbed to the alcohol' he pointed out. It was horible but he needed it right now. 'Thirteen is alife' he pointed out. 'Not at the place they show us footage of. But underground'

She put a hand on his knee. “You can’t stop completly, you have reasons;”  She just nodded. “how will you get them out?”

'It'll never stop' he noted. It was already going on for to long. He frowned a moment as you asked how he'd get them out. But he figured you wheren't questioning him. And the drinks clouded his clear judgement on that anyway. 'I'm not in charge.' He noted. 'Plutarch plays that game with that president' he kept his voice down. Nobody but yoy could know this. 'They say they have a hovercraft and will get in and destroy the arena.' He pointed out. 'Then getting them out ans get back'

“I hope they survive long enough.” She whispered back. She looked as he finished that drink as well, and did the same, only hers barely contained any alcohol.

'Yeah me to' he knew they had spoken some victors to form an aliance. Beetee and finnick and johanna would be most important. Beetee to get them in and out. Finnick and johanna to keep the kids safe. He wasn't happy with the capitol and how things went. 'Only time will tell' he said calm

She nodded and got back to her feet. “I think we better go back to the penthouse.”

He finished his drink and nodded. 'Probably best. I think they're already preparing for the interview' he pointed out. The suit and the wedding dress came out great. And knowing cinna he had a special surprise

  He already felt a bit better. It was supressing the horible thoughts playing in his head. And it was so adictive! He ordered another one. He didn’t drink this one as fast but sipped it. To feel better. He had to be carefull not to get drunk. ‘So adictive…..’ He said calm recognising it. He knew all to well why he couldn’t stop.

"You’re doing great." she encouraged him, as she could see him struggle not to drink it all in once again. "So, what else do I need to know?"

'Well i did sucumbed to the alcohol' he pointed out. It was horible but he needed it right now. 'Thirteen is alife' he pointed out. 'Not at the place they show us footage of. But underground'

She put a hand on his knee. “You can’t stop completly, you have reasons;”  She just nodded. “how will you get them out?”

'It'll never stop' he noted. It was already going on for to long. He frowned a moment as you asked how he'd get them out. But he figured you wheren't questioning him. And the drinks clouded his clear judgement on that anyway. 'I'm not in charge.' He noted. 'Plutarch plays that game with that president' he kept his voice down. Nobody but yoy could know this. 'They say they have a hovercraft and will get in and destroy the arena.' He pointed out. 'Then getting them out ans get back'

“I hope they survive long enough.” She whispered back. She looked as he finished that drink as well, and did the same, only hers barely contained any alcohol.

'Yeah me to' he knew they had spoken some victors to form an aliance. Beetee and finnick and johanna would be most important. Beetee to get them in and out. Finnick and johanna to keep the kids safe. He wasn't happy with the capitol and how things went. 'Only time will tell' he said calm

  He already felt a bit better. It was supressing the horible thoughts playing in his head. And it was so adictive! He ordered another one. He didn’t drink this one as fast but sipped it. To feel better. He had to be carefull not to get drunk. ‘So adictive…..’ He said calm recognising it. He knew all to well why he couldn’t stop.

"You’re doing great." she encouraged him, as she could see him struggle not to drink it all in once again. "So, what else do I need to know?"

'Well i did sucumbed to the alcohol' he pointed out. It was horible but he needed it right now. 'Thirteen is alife' he pointed out. 'Not at the place they show us footage of. But underground'

She put a hand on his knee. “You can’t stop completly, you have reasons;”  She just nodded. “how will you get them out?”

'It'll never stop' he noted. It was already going on for to long. He frowned a moment as you asked how he'd get them out. But he figured you wheren't questioning him. And the drinks clouded his clear judgement on that anyway. 'I'm not in charge.' He noted. 'Plutarch plays that game with that president' he kept his voice down. Nobody but yoy could know this. 'They say they have a hovercraft and will get in and destroy the arena.' He pointed out. 'Then getting them out ans get back'

  He already felt a bit better. It was supressing the horible thoughts playing in his head. And it was so adictive! He ordered another one. He didn’t drink this one as fast but sipped it. To feel better. He had to be carefull not to get drunk. ‘So adictive…..’ He said calm recognising it. He knew all to well why he couldn’t stop.

"You’re doing great." she encouraged him, as she could see him struggle not to drink it all in once again. "So, what else do I need to know?"

'Well i did sucumbed to the alcohol' he pointed out. It was horible but he needed it right now. 'Thirteen is alife' he pointed out. 'Not at the place they show us footage of. But underground'

We got to a nice bar. It looked good. ‘Thanks. Perhaps i’ll calm down a bit then’ he noted as he prdered a drink at the waiter. He had been a bit kf a wreck ever since the games had started

She watched him eagerly finish it in once. “Better?”

He drank it quickly as he had been craving for a while. ‘Better’ he agreed. He was already feeling better witht hat one drink.

"Good." she smiled, sipping her own drink, something bright purple, not nearly as strong as his.

He already felt a bit better. It was supressing the horible thoughts playing in his head. And it was so adictive! He ordered another one. He didn't drink this one as fast but sipped it. To feel better. He had to be carefull not to get drunk. 'So adictive.....' He said calm recognising it. He knew all to well why he couldn't stop.

We got to a nice bar. It looked good. ‘Thanks. Perhaps i’ll calm down a bit then’ he noted as he prdered a drink at the waiter. He had been a bit kf a wreck ever since the games had started

She watched him eagerly finish it in once. “Better?”

He drank it quickly as he had been craving for a while. 'Better' he agreed. He was already feeling better witht hat one drink.

We got to a nice bar. It looked good. 'Thanks. Perhaps i'll calm down a bit then' he noted as he prdered a drink at the waiter. He had been a bit kf a wreck ever since the games had started

  'It's okey. I understand why you got mad' he would probably be mad to if anyone would do it to him. He still needed to get his bangle to finnick. 'Want to go into the capitol tomorow?' He never had gone into the city before. Only look at it from the top. Perhaps we could have a drink there and relax a bit. 'Then we'll leave the kids alone untill after dinner' he noted as then the interviews would be and we had to be present

"Sure" she smiled, 

'Alright. I figured you would like to get out for a moment' he noted as we had to be present at a lot of things now. Interviews, the scores and offcourse the end

She lead him trough town as he didn’t know his way around like she did. “So where do you want to go?”

We walked around but he offcourse had no idea where to go. The evening before he had taken a drink as he couldn’t take it anymore. He looked at you as you mentioned where to go. ‘I don’t know. Anywhere we can take our minds off for a moment’

She’d noticed how tenced he was, but hessitated before asking because she didn’t want to tempt him into drinking of course. “Do you need a drink?”

He was a bit of a wreck as the day he was dreading came closer. And the thoughts started to get overwhelming. He looked at you as yoy asked about a drink. 'Honestly? Yes' he said calm. Perhaps it would calm him down a bit

  'It's okey. I understand why you got mad' he would probably be mad to if anyone would do it to him. He still needed to get his bangle to finnick. 'Want to go into the capitol tomorow?' He never had gone into the city before. Only look at it from the top. Perhaps we could have a drink there and relax a bit. 'Then we'll leave the kids alone untill after dinner' he noted as then the interviews would be and we had to be present

"Sure" she smiled, 

'Alright. I figured you would like to get out for a moment' he noted as we had to be present at a lot of things now. Interviews, the scores and offcourse the end

She lead him trough town as he didn’t know his way around like she did. “So where do you want to go?”

We walked around but he offcourse had no idea where to go. The evening before he had taken a drink as he couldn't take it anymore. He looked at you as you mentioned where to go. 'I don't know. Anywhere we can take our minds off for a moment'

He looked at you. Where you really expecting him to answer that? ‘By tryibg to life in the present’ he pointed out. ‘And accept the past’ to him that was imposible. But he figured it would be eassier for you. After all you hadn’t lost everything after the games.

She nodded, she...

He looked at you as you excused yourself for bothering him. He had all the time of the world and made sure to be there for you. 'That's okey kid.' He said calm. 'I know it's hard. But give it a try. It'll take time though'

He looked at you as you asked. It was a personal question and you couldn’t compare it. ‘I didn’t’ he said honest. ‘But my story is diferent’ he pointed out. ‘You will know in time. Try ti out this all behind you’

"How do I do that?" She knew she was being ridiculous, she couldn’t expect Haymitch to have all the answers, but after seeing what she had seen, after being in that arena she was starting to lose hope.

He looked at you. Where you really expecting him to answer that? 'By tryibg to life in the present' he pointed out. 'And accept the past' to him that was imposible. But he figured it would be eassier for you. After all you hadn't lost everything after the games.

Most of the tributes didn’t came back. And after time he had goten used to it. Though sometimes one still gave him a dificult time. He looked at you as you asked. ‘They never left for me.’ He noted knowing excactly what you where talking about. ‘But you can be happy again....

He looked at you as you asked. It was a personal question and you couldn't compare it. 'I didn't' he said honest. 'But my story is diferent' he pointed out. 'You will know in time. Try ti out this all behind you'

'Good' some people made it better then reality. Luckily you hadn't expected as it would be a horible mistake. He looked at you as you mentioned mentoring. 'Knowing there isn't anything i can do. The sponsors mostly steer the games' he noted. 'But it is hard. The hopefull...

Most of the tributes didn't came back. And after time he had goten used to it. Though sometimes one still gave him a dificult time. He looked at you as you asked. 'They never left for me.' He noted knowing excactly what you where talking about. 'But you can be happy again. Eventualy'