exhausted.

i really dont think i have a liveable life ahead of me

i dont blame you for using me. im not very good at saying no

im not anyone's first choice. im not anyone's favorite. people may tell me i mean a lot to them and that im special to them but i know there's someone they'll always choose over me

i have completely given up the hope that my life will be any better

It’s hard to accept how easily I became nothing.

I break my own heart by expecting people to be as attached to me as I am to them.

Siento que nunca seré bienvenida ni querida en ningún lugar.

i knew i wasn't wanted but i tried to be anyways.

My biggest mistake was thinking that people care for me as much as I care for them.

"If someone would rather lose you than resolve the issue, they never truly cared about you."

i have completely given up the hope that my life will be any better