Who likes to smoke? Enjoys a joke?

i never looked her up, i didn’t want to know. i wanted to trust you. i wanted it to be what i was feeling in my heart but it was all just an illusion of my imagination. All i wanted was you. You and nothing more. All you wanted was to used me.

 My gut told me you still wanted to fix your little family cause all you care about is fixing what you already have. I could never get mad since you both bond through the person you love most. That was never the problem. You lying about not having feelings for her mother, thats gets me. What pissed me off more was myself for not believing MYSELF. I was lied to, saying it wouldnt work since SHE’s always busy....busy thats the same excuse you told me. i asked you if i was just an escape you said no. you lied and lied and all i did was try..