Thoughts of a lost mind.

Maybe if I was skinnier, smarter, better looking you wouldn’t treat me like how you do now. To feel alone in a relationship is one of the worst things someone can go through. I thought the other person was supposed to be there for you. I thought they were supposed to spend time with you and make memories. Not spend time with their friends while you are in his room, waiting for him to come back. Not sending maybe one or two, if I’m lucky, texts a day. Not sending multiple texts in hopes that maybe he’ll respond to one of them. Not spending the whole week apart, just for him to say “We are young. We have the rest of our lives to spend time together.” Well, you might think that, but what if your ideology works for you, but not for me.

also me: *sees funny post and laughs* oh okay im back