Dreams And Coffee Cups

bro i’m sorry i said “good game” after we had sex

I love being asleep and I love being in bed but I hate GOING to bed because it requires so many small rituals and bedtime activities i wish i could just automatically transport myself into bed the moment i get sleepy already with my teeth brushed, in my pajamas, phone set down to charge, entire body marinating in an artisanal mix of 17 herbs and spices and sealed in a sous vide bag, etc 

i just saw my cousin on tinder can i die shes gonna know i’m gay

WAIT THAT MEANS

there’s no in between

i overthink so much that i even overthink about how much i overthink

when the cashier gives u back ur change and ur putting it away but u cant do it fast enough and suddenly theyre holding out ur shopping bag and u have no hands and the coins are dropping to the ground and the bag goes up in flames and the cashier is crying and ur crying and ur wallet is screaming and ur descending into hell

I relate to this on a spiritual level