Void Diary

So I had an extremely powerful lucid dream last night, and the longest lucid dream I’ve ever had in my life. I’ve never felt so stabilized in a dream. It was to the point that I was afraid to do the “fall into the void” method because I was convinced I’d hurt myself!

I think I got into this deep state through doing a meditation before bed, waking up 3.5-4 hours into my sleep and doing a guided lucid dreaming meditation. I actually woke up at the end of this 90 min meditation and took my AirPods out, so I’m not even necessarily sure if it triggered this lucid dream or if it was just me, but I felt the need to include this anyway!

The dream felt like this reality, but more beautiful. But it also seemed like we were living in some after math of a war? There was a large statue with hands reaching out coming out from under a lake that made it look like it was destroyed and left there. The lake had like, white foggy but clear water? You couldn’t see anything in it though. This lake was leading into a big ocean. This dream was taking place in front of a school for the most part and mini giraffes were school pets, but you could see big giraffes in the distance. It was like giraffes were common pets in this world. The skies were super pretty and permanently a pinkish blueish golden hour type color. There was also a point where I was working again at a job I just quit, with a new boss, new employees and a whole new vibe to it that made working there way more tolerable. There was also a point where I was on the phone with my bestie and shifting partner, and she was talking me through stabilizing myself I remember telling her over and over that “I can’t tell if I’m dreaming or not” All of this really made me feel like I shifted to another reality 💀 but I eventually realized my hands having 6-7 fingers each.

The dream shifted locations a lot, but I stayed the lucid the whole time and tried to ground myself. I focused so much on this so much that I kind of forgot to shift! Every time I thought to i was like “okay, let me make sure I’m really grounded”

I even remember when I was outside the school, i dropped to the floor and looked at every detail of it. It was EXTREMELY detailed just like real life. Then when I ended up at home and was in my room I even picked up a pencil and a piece of paper to do math equations and stabilize myself, but when I’d write a number the paper would show a different number so I gave up and tried to do the equations in my head.

Once I finally was gonna attempt to fall into the void I felt the dream fading and myself waking up 😕

I think some of the mistakes I made here were not thinking to try and shift by walking through a door or something, in this dream I was convinced the void was the only way. I also forgot to affirm as much as I wanted to, I should have even attempted to affirm until I woke up!

So last night, my lucid dream started off with me in my room. Some how, I instantly knew I was dreaming despite the dream being in such a realistic location. As soon as I spawned in the dream I knew what was up and instantly started trying to stabilize.

Because I already knew I was in a lucid dream, I got a bit cocky and instantly tried the “fall back into the void” method, which ended in me falling back, feeling like I was hitting some soft surface and then instantly appearing in another lucid dream. I lost sight of my goal and started just interacting with the dream as normal.

these are notes I’ve gathered to help me personally shift so they’ll only include what to do if you already know how to lucid dream. sorry.

tips to ground yourself once in a lucid dream:

✨DO NOT RUSH. Focus, keep in mind and firmly believe that you have plenty of time to lucid dream and shift.

✨widen your eyes & inspect your environment. try to see the details of everything around you.

✨look at your hands and really examine them, count your finger nails, look at the hairs, look at the lines & wrinkles

✨focus on the tiny details of things around you

✨ focus on your tactile awareness (grab something, feel all the details of it, examine it as you touch it)

✨move your tongue or try and bite it

✨feel the ground or look at the pavement

tips to shift once you’re grounded & stabilized within the LD:

✨ affirm and believe that you will shift to your desired reality

✨ find a door, create a portal, press a button, interact with any object you want with the FULL BELIEF and intention that interacting with this will trigger you to wake up in your DR.

✨set the intention and say to yourself “if I do _____ I will wake up in my desired reality”

✨ set the intention “once I fall backwards, I’ll enter the void state” and shift from there, or “once I fall backwards, I’ll wake up in my DR/waiting room.” then let yourself fall

I went to sleep with my hand written waiting room script under my pillow. I actually planned to try a guided lucid dreaming audio when I woke up in the middle of the night after about 4 hours of sleep, but when I woke up I realized I would have to get up and get ready soon so I didn’t.

I decided to go back to sleep a bit longer and I ended up in a lucid dream!

I remember being in the dream, walking down a empty street thinking about whatever task I had planned next to do in that dream and then I was like “Wait… im dreaming!”

So I stopped in the dream, and tried to ground myself. I did a reality check that I’m not sure worked or not, but I still knew I was dreaming anyway. Then I tried to get a good footing on the concrete below me.

After that, I said “when I turn around there will be a portal to my waiting room” but when I turned around everything was black and there was like… a rainbow image of some guy… I don’t know how to explain it, but I was no longer lucid dreaming at this point.

I also dreamed of reaching void state…I think… but I don’t remember a lot. It was more like a feeling?

Anyway, I’m really happy about this and see it as amazing progress! I’ve never had so much control in a dream before and I just wish I could have made the portal!!! I’m trying again tonight!

Maybe this might sound unnecessary, but to me personally, it’ll definitely benefit my overall mentality when it comes to permanently shifting. This will help me cut off some attachment I have to this reality and tear down some mental blockages. I’m actually super excited to do it.

Girl, those are symptoms of the void state! Spinning, feeling like you're being pulled out of your body, not feeling your body anymore, that means you're about to enter the void.