While I await the full size of my breasts to develop, the subtle sign of feeling one’s chest bounce as i run up my flight of stairs in my condo fills me with a gleefully smile that my inner feminine body is slowing emerging from within and I can’t wait to feel the full weight of them bouncing along as I walk up and down the stairs…I’m probably be getting my steps in a lot once I’m fully developed.

One of the greatest lasting effects of HRT is definitely what it does to one’s emotions. For those not familiar with my back story, I tried to transition back in 2019 obviously unbeknown to the upcoming covid pandemic that forced me to stop my transition due to external factors, however I did take HRT for nearly 2 years before I stopped and 2 years of HRT permanently altered my emotions even after I stopped. I became a hell of a lot emotional, simply tearing up at the simplest emotional parts of a movie, and feeling a hell of a lot more things than ever before. So in other words…the “good” damage was done and it made me a better person even when I resumed living as myself before restarting my HRT/transitioning this year. It sure has helped me prepare myself for the emotional mood swings to come but also I’m more aware of the changes that are coming. I surely can’t wait to after a year, 2, and 3 years of continuous HRT will do to my personality and feelings. I feel like now I’m more tuned to my emotions, a common language is now spoken between my mind and emotions, and the connections now are more iron clad than before.