noorini bananini :3

i need to get worse. as worse as possible. i need to ruin everything in my life.

idc where tf i'm sent, just get me out of here

whenever someone treats me wrong I get the urge to cut my arms open infront of them

i hate getting upset over stupid shit.

I need to sleep forever (in both a suicidal way and a I’m so sleepy way)

can't kms atm, so i sleep tm 😪

the concept of someone actually wanting to have a life with me and not leaving me

sobbing rn i just want to be loved

i feel like killing myself will make everything feel better.

The feminine urge to slam your head against the desk untill blood is all over it

the way I can go from.normal to suicidal is crazy

i cld be talking about whatever, then all of a sudden "i wanna kms" !!!! 😆

divine intervention where my guardian angel just beats the shit outta me

" i love you more " you could beat me nearly to death and i'd still crawl to your feet, begging for your confort and for you to hold me close. to tell me everything is okay. i'd fucking kill myself if you asked me to, if it meant you'd look at me. i will crawl to you and grovel at your feet no matter how many times you'd hurt me, like a goddamn animal, i love you more.

no one to do this w sadly but true!!!!

i don't know if i actually want this or if i'm just so used to this that it's the only thing i know

craving a toxic relationship 🤤

dare i say all 3