autistic and dreaming (moved)

Daydreaming about the life you could have had.

new plush para on their way.. trans bee trans bee.. no name idea yet bu5 we're thinking about how we can fit them in our paracosms - Milo/Miles + others

sometimes plushies become chosen family cause trauma with parents. trouble in the family. plushie / doll / toy / POSIC / object sentience can be an maladaptive coping mechanism

Maladaptive daydreaming + dissociation = disaster

Being triggered to daydream from any little thing that's going on constantly daydreaming and you just seem out of it all the time in another world

Mari is a deas high support needs autistic bat witch. that's a mouth ful. she was a para to spread happiness and innocents in our daydreams. of course we had to give her a bunch of trauma and horrible back story, i mean she's deceased. she has a lot of trauma before and after her death. she has trauma after death she has CPTSD, extreme amnesia and and dissociates a lot. she doesn't remember her trauma. she just have memories in Earth Ream 405 on the other side-! her magic is a bit out of control. before her death, she was a bitter and angry child. she was shamed by her father not to ever use magic now she is a happy witch with her chosen family

People don't understand that we're almost always daydreaming in some sort of way and it's hard to function.

a relationship that will never work. they desperately wish they could be together, with Zechariah's ASPD and Tut's DPD they just.. can't work no mater how hard they try. they use to be together when Tut was 13 and Zechariah was 12 to Tut being 17 and Zechariah being 16 and it was a rough relationship. they are now 22 and 21 and it's just.. hard.