Optimism Is Key

so ask me if i’m mind fucked rn because i’m an absolute mess.

2016 election: hello children and welcome to hell

Not sure why all my friends end up leaving me but it's getting pretty fucking sad.. I just wanna get drunk next weekend and I'm praying my boss lets me off so I can but of course one of the 3 of us that work there quit this week and gave her 2 weeks notice so the chances of me getting off have dropped dramatically. Finally enjoying college for what it's worth. Haven't studied 24/7, or gone straight home any night this week and I even skipped a class even though I had to and it was just UNIV. I need to get away and enjoy life for what it truly is for once. I cant stand being known as the "goodie-2-shoes" or "good kid" much longer. Been awhile since I've been on tumblr because I've been trying to find myself. Think I have found who I want to be, but still have a ways to go.. can't wait to get there.

Took a break from Tumblr and since then I've been exposed to so many things. I am loving college and I'm doing really well in it. I've been exposed to drinking and smoking weed (not done by me just an innocent bystander) I'm happy with my life I've made new friends and lost some, reconnected with old friends from soccer, and weirdly gotten close to unlikely people. So life's going good and exposing Ann has over 200 followers College is such a new experience and as hard as it can be I'm handling it well and liking it more and more day by day.