๐๐๐๐ฆ ๐ ๐๐ก ๐ฅ๐๐๐๐ง๐๐ก๐ : ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ฑ๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ผ๐๐ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐
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Anorexia is an eating disorder that causes people to weigh less than is considered healthy for their age and height, usually by excessive weight loss. People with this disorder may have an intense fear of weight gain, even when they are underweight.
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๏ฝก+๏พโ XAVIER โ๏พ+๏ฝกโ
Xavier doesnโt show panicโhe never does. But when he finds out, itโs not through words.
Itโs when you faint during a routine errand. He catches you before you hit the ground. โYouโre coldโฆ and light.โ
The vitals donโt lie. He does the calculations in his head. Pulse. Weight. Skin pallor.
At first, he doesnโt say anything. He simply begins observing you more.
Then one night, as you're curled up, avoiding dinner, he asks softly: โAre you... trying to disappear?โ
No judgment. Just painful, distant gentleness.
โI noticed. I just didnโt know how to bring it up.โ
He starts researching silently behind your backโtreatment, psychological triggers, recovery resources in deepspace environments.
He doesnโt confront. He stays. In his quiet, consistent way, making sure thereโs always something warm by your side, making sure you're seen.
And if you ever look into his eyesโyouโll see the heartbreak he never verbalizes.
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๏ฝก+๏พโ ZAYNE โ๏พ+๏ฝกโ
Zayne is a surgeon. Heโs seen the signs before. He missed it in you because he trusted you to tell him.
So when he finds the nutritional deficiency reports from a scan you did quietly at another clinicโ
You come home to silence. Heโs sitting at the table, your medical file open beside him.
โYou werenโt going to tell me?โ
His voice is calm. Too calm. The kind that hides a storm.
โHow long have you been starving yourself in silence while I slept next to you?" Heโs furiousโnot at you, but at himself for missing it. At the disease. At the fact that he should have known better.
He puts you on a treatment plan instantlyโmeasured, gentle, structured. He checks in at every meal but never pressures. And when he finally does hold you, his voice cracks for the first time.
โI would rather hold a heavier version of you for the rest of my lifeโฆ than bury a weightless version of you tomorrow.โ
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๏ฝก+๏พโ RAFAYEL โ๏พ+๏ฝกโ
Rafayel notices. He always notices. But he jokes firstโcalling you โhis little ghost,โ or teasing your shrinking waist.
Until he sees the way your ribs show even when you breathe.
Until you start saying "I'm not hungry" every day.
He tries to deny it. Paints you laughing in color. Feeds you sweets. Begs you to just โeat a little for him.โ
But when he catches you secretly throwing up a meal you barely touchedโ
โIs that why you wonโt let me touch you anymore?โ
You expect him to leave. He doesnโt. He sits on the floor outside the bathroom door, forehead against the wall.
โI didnโt fall in love with you because you were thin. I fell in love with your soul. And now Iโm watching it disappear.โ
He becomes annoyingly attentive. Makes breakfast and sits with you until you take a bite. Talks to you during meals to distract the guilt. Cries in the shower because he doesnโt know what else to do.
And every time you eatโeven a littleโhe lights up like itโs a victory.
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๏ฝก+๏พโ SYLUS โ๏พ+๏ฝกโ
Sylus finds out because his people monitor everything.
You donโt tell him. You canโt.
But one day, he puts a folder on the table.
Your weight stats. Recent purchases. Search history. The skipped medical appointments.
โYou didnโt think Iโd find out, kitten?"
You try to laugh it off. You tell him it's not that serious.
He grabs your wristโgentlyโand holds it up.
โYou think I want a queen whoโs vanishing in front of me?โ Heโs angry. Not at you, but at the world that made you believe you had to be less to be worthy.
He cancels every plan. Has your kitchen stocked with real food. He sits there while you eat, never forcing, just... waiting.
And when you break down one night, trembling, afraid heโll leaveโ
He cups your face, red eyes sharp.
โYou could burn the world down and Iโd still crawl back to you. Donโt you dare destroy yourself.โ
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๏ฝก+๏พโ CALEB โ๏พ+๏ฝกโ
Caleb knows somethingโs off when you start pulling away every time he touches your waist.
He teases you less. Then not at all.
One day, he opens your bathroom drawer by accident and finds a bottle of laxatives.
Then he sees the skipped meals. The clothes getting looser. The light fading in your voice.
He hugs you. Just holds you for minutes.
"Pipsqueak, I donโt care how small you get. Youโll never be too little for my arms.โ
He reads everything he can on anorexia. Talks to counselors. He starts cooking meals with you. Makes a game out of sharing bites.
Heโs endlessly patient.
But when you try to dismiss it as โjust a phase,โ he grabs your hands and presses them to his chest.
โYouโre breaking my heart every time you choose not to eat. And Iโll keep loving you, even if you can't love yourself right now.โ
