The last drawing I uploaded, Iâve been struggling with it for months. I had the idea for it when I was taking my break off Tumblr, and have constantly struggled to work on it, finding motivation and energy. Tonight I finished it⊠because I thought it would be somewhat appropriate last drawing, and because many of you have cheered me on as I struggled with it, so I wanted to show you guys the finished drawing.
As some of you might know, Iâve been struggling with anxiety, specifically towards the Dragon Age fandom on Tumblr. Iâve tried to power through it all for the sake of the people that have sent me support and love, but I realized that Iâm not going to get better if I keep engaging with people here.
Iâve given it a lot of thought in the last few days⊠and I tried to find reasons to keep going, and they were plenty. Iâve met really lovely people here, made some great friends and relationships that I hope will last. But as it happens sometimes in life, negativity, no matter how small it might be, rings louder for me above everything else right now.Â
Iâm really sorry to those of you that might be discouraged to see me leave Tumblr. Iâve always tried my best to make my interaction with people here a happy, positive one and I loved making content that made people happy. But I hadnât felt that in a while now, and I think itâs best for me and best for everyone else that I stop being here. At least with this, I hope, that none of my friends will be getting backlash.
I do plan on returning, but I donât know when it will be, or if I will return at all. I might be back in months, or I wonât ever come back. Regardless of that, I wanted to tell you all that Iâve had such a blast in this fandom and to thank you for supporting me and my art until now.
Iâll still be around on the Discord servers Iâm in now, and Iâll still be on Twitter (@drawsshits) though Twitter will mostly be Korean. I wonât be deactivating this blog in case I do come back, but Iâll be switching urls to drawsshits-inactive.
I forgot to add, Iâll be taking down the Date a Day download link. But if you have the file, youâre free to share with whoever.