A poet set free by a broken heart @drainingwords - Tumblr Blog

Honestly my life has been good lately. And when it's late at night and I can't sleep, I don't miss anyone. I don't have any recent heartbreak. Or someone to obsess about.

I want to smile until my cheeks hurt, cry until I get a headache. Keep checking my phone in the hopes of a notification. But nothing excites me. There's no one. And I want to feel so much. I want to feel everything. I want a muse. To write about being in love, about the heartbreak. But now I don't feel anything. I just want to feel something

#love #hearbreak #feelins #lonely #late night thoughts #mine

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I saw your mother yesterday

She told me she hasn't seen me in a while and that I should come over soon.

I don't think you told her

how you told me you don't want to talk to me for a while

I wanted to tell her what her son did to me

But she's so sweet

God how could someone sweet like her raise someone who just let their best friend fall

#w #best friend #friend heartbreak #missing you #mine #writer on tumblr

I didn't just lose my best friend. I lost the only one who knew all my secrets. The one who always understood me. Who hurt with me. Laughed with me. Who could always cheer me up. Wo I could be myself with without thinking about it. Who never judged me. Who would always treat me right. I lost my only safe person and you will never understand what you did to me. Fuck you

#mine #writer on tumblr #friendship #friendship breakups #ex-bestfriend #breakup #w

I really thought we would have a 'laughing at our stupid younger selves in the nursing home' kind of happy ever after.

#mine #missing you #friendship breakups #breakup #w

perfectfeelings

“What happens when you don’t find that right person? Do you just spend the rest of your life in a relationship where the conversation isn’t great, everything isn’t perfect, but it’s nice and sweet?”

— Miranda Kenneally, Catching Jordan

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Maybe one day we'll laugh about how stupid and insecure we were. But now we don't even talk

#writing #excerpt from a book i'll never write #love #regret #writer on tumblr #sad #insecure #j

It's been five years and I still can't stop thinking about you. It's so pathetic.

#love #hate #pathetic #writing #excerpt from a book i'll never write #regret #j

My boyfriend told me I'm not asexual, but just difficult. I'm not ready to tell him I am, very much, asexual

#ace

tictoctime

Eventually, I want my heart back.

I don't ever lay in bed any more. I wait until I am exhausted, so as soon as I get in bed I am out. I don't lay there and think or talk or think because it always ends up back at you. Then I am sad and mad and hurt and wish you was there. At that point I am up all night anyways so might as well get out of bed. Get on tumblr and say what you will never hear. Tell you I want my heart back so I can love again. So someone that deserves it can bend it, twist it, torture it, love it and maybe not break it. So I can lay in bed again and just talk to someone most of the night about nothing and everything. Then end up naked and cuddled and happy and safe and fast asleep. Instead of this again. Consoling a cup of coffee at sunrise. This sucks. All I know is I have to be free, from you, eventually.

What we had is special and I'll never find something like it again. Why did we let each other go? No, why did you let me go? Because I'm still clinging to the good memories.

#missing you #own #j

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I really miss you, I don't miss having someone. Because I have someone I love dearly. And I'm not lonely like I used to. But I miss you.

#missing you #own #it hurts #will we ever see each other again?#writing #excerpt from a book i'll never write #j & v

It feels as if I'm only a distant memory to you, while I can't get you out of my mind.

#missing you #heartbreak #missing #love #memory #distant #own #excerpt from a book i'll never write #writer on tumblr #j

booksquoteslife

“I was like a patient who cannot tell the doctor where it hurts, only that it does.”

— Khaled Hosseini, And the Mountains Echoed

Did you ever love me? I remember crying at night, the next morning I asked whether you heard me. You said yes and I couldn't find the courage to ask why you didn't come.

I felt alone.

I remember that you forgot to call me for dinner.

I felt lost.

I remember I told you that I didn't feel okay and you said that it was just a phase.

I felt misunderstood.

I don't remember you ever saying you love me, hugging me, or caring for me.

I feel so broken

#mother issues #mother #failed love #pain #childhood #writing #excerpt from a book i'll never write #poet on tumblr

At least you're predictable in the way you hurt me

#heart-break #excerpt from a book i'll never write #hate #writing #poet on tumblr #v

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I don’t want to be known. I want to be a mysterious entity, ever-changing and not trapped by expectations of others

Please unkow me and my secrets

#writing #excerpt from a book i'm writing #love #break-up #regrets #void

i’m just so tired

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