can i just say that ppl are really showing their gender essentialism when they refer to ships involving the male-voiced crewmates as “yaoi” and the female-actor-voiced crewmates as “yuri” and the cross-ones as “het.” all the crewmates are nonbinary. all the characters are the same gender. and an amab they/them person is the same gender as an afab they/them person regardless of their voices.

you're allowed to draw. draw badly even. draw and then delete it. draw and rework it and then delete it anyway. draw only half of it and the other half three years later. in one style or another. in different styles in the same week. traditional or digital. you're literally allowed to draw however you want