everytime i want something i should be shot in the head

ok. enough suffering now. i am seeking out delight

rb if you support women in STEM (sadism, torture, evil, menacing)

I genuinely appreciate how obsession doesn't try to frame bear as morally grey but just fully leans into how deplorable he is. a lesser movie would have tried to give him redeeming moments along the way but no, at every single crossroads bear makes the wrong choice. when the customer service rep asks him if he wants to cancel his wish, he says no, and asks to alter it. when nikki, the real one, begs him to kill her, he asks her "if it would be so bad to love him", and right at the end, backs out of killing himself and tries to throw the pills up. he is the villain, not another victim, not a confused, cowardly boy, the villain.

I miss my Nessa everyday

being called an old soul when you were kid and knowing you just got diagnosed as a weird cunt