so then, that is all for the moment
until next time, until then, do not worry
and give me just one more chance, one more glance
and I will make of you, yeah, I'm gonna make of you another believer
hi hi! you can call me Onyx or Nyx! :] my preferred pronouns are they/them, but I don't mind he/him either.
demiaroace, possibly just flat out aroace. in an "it's complicated" with someone I refer to here as "E".
I do not want to share my age online, please do not ask for an exact number. this blog is (mostly) sfw, I don't care about ages as long as you have basic media literacy and respect for other people.
I'm a writer and artist, though I concentrate mostly on my oc(s). this is a Genshin blog at the moment.
more info utc.
currently, I am working on a multi-chapter fic, a Kinich x oc thing that is very much self-indulgent. the masterlist is here!
the thing I talk about most on here is my Genshin Impact oc (meant to replace the Traveler), who I'm calling Lucifer in place of their human name. it's a lore thing.
a list of links for their important lore things can be found here (ongoing)!
their other two versions (because I'm insane like that) are named Canyndra and Eiridis, though I'm not nearly as insane about them.
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I genuinely believe letting Lucifer anywhere near one of Dottore's younger segments (like 18-30) would end in them finding a way to make a noble gas. uh. not a noble gas anymore
this is totally phm whispering to me but they'd totally find a way to solidify Xenon. someone would end up crying. it would be great
I've come to the realization that I consistently forget intersex people exist. which is only funny because of WHY.
not because of a lack of care or acknowledgement, but because I also forget that AGAB is a thing at all. there is no "sex". only gender
genitals do not exist to me and reproduction is optional and therefore I just go "okay do I know your name your face and your pronouns" and call it a day
very short writing thing! I wanted to test a few different dynamics and this thing wrote itself. I'm out of ideas now tho so I'm posting it unfinished
"better idea: let me die again."
Ronova looked like she wanted to be anywhere else. "absolutely not."
"why."
"I have no interest in becoming a subject of my own realm."
"how would THAT happen?" Lucifer dropped from a withered tree, dissolving into dark flames and reforming with a puzzled look on their face. "you're death. you're a Shade. is it even possible for you to die?"
"you'd be surprised what people can do when large amounts of them set their minds to it."
"no, I know. what does that have to do with me dying?"
Ronova sighed and turned away. "were you to die, no shortage of beings, both living and not, would take offense. I'm not dealing with that."
"I don't matter that much."
"right, and I govern the living."
"I don't." honestly, for someone so important, the Traveler was like a child throwing a tantrum. though, when she thought about it, Ronova conceded that they were still a child one way or another.
"why not?"
"I'm a symbol to them, not a person," Lucifer grumbled, eyeing the flaming petals at their feet. "my death would be an inconvenience. no tragedy there."
"Barbatos nearly tore the heavens apart when Beelzebul struck you down the first time. you think they'd react that way because they were inconvenienced?"
Lucifer's entire face contorted. discomfort. unease. the inability to comprehend those who cared for them. Ronova had seen it all before, though not from any human she'd favoured in the past. still, they insisted. "I'm nothing more than a tool."
"why are you lying to yourself?"
"I'm not!"
silence. Lucifer took a step back, dragging an unsteady hand down their face. "I'm not important. I am following a script, and then I am going home. simple as that."
"Lucifer."
"don't."
"Lucifer, do you even remember the world you are calling your home?"
"wait! wait, please!" Treasure Hoarders. loud. annoying. cockier than they have any right to be.
still, Lucifer loosened their grip. barely. he could breathe, perhaps, but there was little he could do save claw helplessly at their hand. "what."
"are you- are you really content being a gun in someone else's hands?"
the Traveler's head fell to the side, slitted eyes widening ever so slightly. the Hoarder, boldened by their apparent hesitation, continued.
"like- I don't know." he squirmed a little more, then decided fighting was pointless and switched tactics. "you're the Traveler, aren't you? a hero. you're a hero. everyone's friend, saviour of Teyvat, all that. so... so why don't you put me down and we can talk about it?"
he hit the ground, albeit with his head on sideways. Hoarders were easy pickings; exterminating them was good way to make Mora in a pinch.
are you really content being a gun in someone else's hands?
real smooth. scripted, even. amusing.
"well? are you?" this was not a conversation Lucifer wanted to have with a god like Buer. alas.
"sure. I control myself above all. it doesn't matter what commissions I take; I remain myself."
"there's more to it than that." the child god really had a knack for being observant. perhaps Lucifer's ribs would have constricted with discomfort if they'd still had any.
"how so? I find it simple."
the little speck of green wove through the red like a boat over water. "you're afraid of stagnation."
"not particularly. I think you'll find I'm quite lazy."
Buer managed a laugh at that, though Lucifer only peripherally took note as they watched the grass swallow what was offered to it until only green remained. "I don't think you are. you're tired, not lazy. humans are not lazy creatures."
"I know."
"you are human, Traveler."
"I know."
she said something else, but for the life of them Lucifer couldn't decipher it. "sorry?"
"nothing."
they crossed their arms petulantly. "no, what."
"...I don't think you do. know, that is. your own humanity."
Lucifer sighed. knelt to her level. Buer took hold of their hand, unbothered by the red smeared over their fingers. "you're right. I don't. honestly, I don't think I can be considered human anymore. I'm not even fulfilling the base requirement anymore."
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a writing thing I do that I find interesting is that you'll never see me using numbers (123 etc.) in dialogue.
written numbers are for equations — they're a language of their own. actual talking sounds them out, hence why we have phonetic words for our numbers. I find it helps me distinguish between dialogue and data.
HAVING SAID THAT. it also means it ticks me off to see other writers put number symbols in dialogue. I get it! you don't think about the difference in appearance as a symbol on a page! but it just flows better to me as words.
example:
"well, I'd only meant to have one bowl of ice cream, but I wound up going back for two more."
"well, I'd only intended to have 1 bowl of ice cream, but I wound up going back for 2 more."
the second one sounds like a school math problem to me. it could also just be the 'tism talking but y'know
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Rules: Make a new post with the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous, and tag as many people as you have WIPs. People send in an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and you post a snippet or tell them something about it!
(i dont have a title yet but its basically my ocs in genshin (´ . .̫ . `)) various: scaramouche/wanderer x oc, lyney x oc, gaming x oc, kinich x oc, flins x oc, lohen x oc all in the same fic btw HAHAHAHAH (it'll make sense once i map out their lore trust)
Bound - scaramouche x jirai!reader
Two Halves of the Same Whole - rui kamishiro x reader
Ms Lovesick and Mr Loverboy - bakugo katsuki x oc
SOME ARE TOTALLY LOST IN MY FILES AND FOR THE LOVE OF EVERYTHING I CANT FIND THEM AOSJDEKWKWPR
that 5WIRL band fic i did as a scaramouche x reader
one saiki x reader fic
rin itoshi x idol!reader fic
other tags: (no pressuree !!) @rank-a-veyray @aemiiee11 @xmmilaeon @angel-bunny-patch + other open tags to those who wanna join <333
so i actually have ALOT of wips rotting in my writing apps, and some are smut <3 so im gonna seperate it by catagory, also alot of these have shit ass names cuz i don't think about naming them until im finished, the smut fics will be under a cut at the end if you don't wanna hear about them
Lyney WIPS
love letters (ion if it counts as a wip but its an ongoing chapter fic so im putting it here as a shameless plug)
sick fic, - i was dying at work and i wanted my beautiful husband to take care of me
graghhhh - my mental illness was getting my ass and its a comfort fic about how hes never going to leave you no matter how hard things get
I am nonchalant - was going to be a smut fic but ngl i felt bad for it so it turned into a comfort fic
An Almost Angelic Creature - your one of dottore's experiments, he was trying to create a false version of columbina, but you ended up being a man made angel, and were entrusted to lyney to be taken care of as his first duty as a brand new harbinger
Scara WIPS
A Doll and A Bunny - was supposed to be a royal au with scara and you in an arranged marriage, with you the reader being a bunny hybrid
Nightmares - College au where you and scara are roommates and youv'e been having horrible nightmares and he helps you rest again
i need to write scara more,.,., (cough cough *please request me too I dunno what to do*) anyway I don't really think I have anyone else to do this with, but i can tag one person @draconyx7 , and thankkkk mewwwww @yumixchii for inviting me to do this :D!!!!!
Lyney smut
Smut one thats just named porn that i havent decided what i wanted to do with yet
hi hi! I don't have much by way of wips, shockingly. they're all Genshin oc stuff tho idk who cares about that
Spider Lily snippet — the Traveler annoying the shit out of Ronova until it gets turned back on them. an awkward conversation with Nahida is not too long after.
Icy Rose ch. 3 — a Kinich (specifically Fatui because. hear me out) x oc fic. this one's got a funky power imbalance because who doesn't think coworker relationships make for good writing fodder. but hey the masterlist is here if anyone wants it. Canyndra is her own warning and will only get worse the more time passes.
All-Seeing Void — Sinner central over here. I've only got a page or so here, not much yet. Eiridis is a sweetheart, but if Skirk doesn't get her disciple to stop poking Eiri with sticks, Skirk will be losing said disciple.
I JUST REALIZED I PREDICTED THE TRAVELER GETTING THE PYRO GNOSIS FROM MAVUIKA
not what they'd do with it but since like November I've been like "yeah Mavuika gives her Gnosis to Lucifer" either for safekeeping from the Fatui or as a way to both uphold her end of the deal with Capitano and let Lucifer extend the Fatui an olive branch by giving it to them
obviously I was not expecting what it was actually used for but I WAS HALF RIGHT HOLY SHIT
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