First off, I do not have a tendency to block people over different interpretations, so don't worry about that. I am also an English major, deep diving and interpretation of media and written text got me a few automatic passes, so I attended a few subjects just for fun. I actually graduated with honours, which basically means the top of my class. Also a writer for fun. I'm not opposed to discussing media in any shape or form as long as it's not coming down to insults.
(Funny how because of some not nice comments from both sides of the split we all feel the need to basically give our credentials before voicing an opinion)
Watching edits and reading fanfic is as much grief-inducing as it is comforting. Especially with fanfics, it's a way to keep my brain from spiraling, because I can't get them out of my head anyway (they've been my hyperfixation for a few years now). It's also my way of convincing myself that they're alive and well. It helps more and more every day.
It's not as much story-turned-lifeline thing as it is the simple comfort of a silly comedy show helping me relax after a long, hard week of work. A story in which the Apocalypse was stopped because an eleven-year-old said 'I don't wanna', because a group of humans just like us grouped together in their clumsy way to save their flawed lives just as they were. A story in which an angel and a demon work together and love each other even though everyone tells them they're not supposed to (perfect metaphor for a queer relationship). A story in which two supernatural entities learn what it means to be human, learn to enjoy simple pleasures of Earth, discuss morality and the grey areas of life. A story that tells us that no matter how broken things are, they're still worth saving and preserving just as they are. That everyone can make their own choice.
Adam was destined to end the Earth. And he decided he wouldn't.
Anathema was supposed to be a professional descendant her whole life. And she burned the prophecies, choosing the unknown, but her unknown.
Aziraphale and Crowley were supposed to be enemies. And they chose to work together instead.
Everything is ineffable, because no one knows where the next choice will take them, what it will cause, but we have a freedom to make that choice, for better or for worse.
And the parallels between those two worlds being so close made it so much more impactful, because the events mostly matched, because it rang true that it's basically the same universe — the universe where everything is possible, where we can defy the system and choose our fate for ourselves. It gives us hope. And it gives us a comforting image of two entities, completely useless at their jobs, looking out for us. I don't have the same feeling with for example Harry Potter, The Hunger Games, Stranger Things, etc. Because it's a clear fiction. Good Omens feels real in a way no other show does because of the parallels, because of humanity and the discussions taken through the story. We could put them here in the real world and feel that it's right, that it fits, because it's hopeful.
I can see Crowley's words at the tree scene being angry on our behalf. And that anger is as in-character as it can get. But why is the solution coming down to forgetting what had existed before and starting new? Why did they have to abandon their own world, their own potential happiness, to create something new? In a story where the main message was that it can be fixed, and even if it can't, it's still worth fighting for?
It didn't feel like fighting for the world to be saved. It felt like there was no hope left and it was better to just start fresh and hope for the best. It feels like they were taken from us because with the parallel of events between the worlds, it basically drew an uncrossable line between them.
I feel betrayed because it's pretty dark for a silly comedy show. I feel betrayed because it was promoted differently. I feel betrayed because whenever South Downs came up, it had always been framed as a future for Aziraphale and Crowley, a future in which they go against the system and win against all odds. In which their struggles pay off in giving them healing and happiness, showing us that we too can achieve that, no matter how long it takes. In which their retirement means that humanity won against the system. I don't see their evaporation as escaping the system, because if I die out of my own free will, I do not escape my troubles, I let them win. I struggle with the finale because the humanity they supposedly were saving had no say in any of this.
There were other, more fitting ways to convey a message of choice and freedom. Our future is changeable — and theirs was too. And they felt like a representation of us in a way. So seeing them get erased didn't resonate too well with me.
The thing is, I don't want to have to write them back to me. I don't want to create theories and try to guess. Good Omens became my comfort show because I never once had to read a fix-it fic for it before. Because I understood and agreed with everything I saw. I needed to see them defy the system one more time and then learn how to heal and be happy together. I needed to see that world go on and be flawed and that being okay.
Also, I feel like you might have misinterpreted a bit in my post about wanting to have it over and done with, but that's on me, I didn't specify. I did not mean cast and crew. I know they loved that world, I know they did everything they could to give us the finale. I meant Amazon and the writers of the finale. Never the crew or the cast. Sorry that it came out wrong.
Just to be clear, I'm not trying to argue in any way. Thank you for reaching out and being kind and understanding. I kind of ranted while trying to explain what I feel, I tend to do that. It just hurts so much that they fought so hard for so long and never got what they truly deserved. It just sours some things for me, because their story, and all the other little stories in Good Omens, were proof that no matter how much you struggle and how hard things get, there will come a day in your life when it's all worth it and you'll grab a chance to be happy, despite the fight, despite the traumas, both despite and thanks to your past. Them deciding to start a new universe and erasing themselves in the process felt like the opposite of that.
Of course that brings the topic of Asa and Anthony, therefore deep dives into the whole nature vs nurture discussion, but that's a completely different topic and this post is already long enough. Sorry if my babbling offended you in any way or if it's incomprehensible. Thank you for reading and engaging, if you made it this far. I'm happy for you enjoying the finale, wish you all the best 🫶