angels in flight

you think that you're so alone in the world then you read literature from hundreds of years ago and you realize that other people have always felt this way

they don't tell you this but if ur really lonely for a long time, a hole starts forming in ur heart and the longer u feel lonely the bigger the hole gets and it doesn't matter if u feel less lonely when ur older bc the hole stays forever and ur life just grows around it. But the hole is always there.

probably gonna go through some weird and unknown phase of my life soon

there is a pain inside me so stupid that i'm not going to communicate it to anyone

i say yay outloud too like this isn't just my internet persona this is real me