Don't Despair Me

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I made this, it's a step I have to do in order to change my birth name. Please and thank you

What I will be wearing on that day!

As I lay in my bed wondering 🤔 💭 if the one who has taken my heart ❤️ has seen my comments on his page?

How I wonder if they bring a smile 😃 😊 to your beautiful face.

Do I brighten your day with my presence as you brighten my day?

How I wish to know, how I wish to be your everything and you to my everything!

Will we ever be given the chance to meet?

How I wish to chat with you!

How I wish to hold you in your arms and you in my arms!

Tell me the one who has taken my heart ❤️ do you see me!

The one I wish to love! I want the one whom has stolen my breathe and heart to be my love. Am I just waisting my time on you? Am I being stupid or foolish to even have fallen for you? Am I even worth your time? Are you even worth my time? I wish to love! Why you may ask? Even myself is not even sure! All I can think of you is your smile, the twinkle in your eyes, your voice and your laughter! How you love your cats, friends and family! It warms my heart! It warms my soul! Even warms my day! When I tell you how I want to be yours. Will you feel the same or turn away? Am I right for you? Will you be right for me? Will we be able to share a conversation that may last for hours and hours? I want to love you! Oh how much I wish for you to do the same! Please God, if you hear me may my wish come true.

As I lie in bed thinking of you, I can't help to wonder if it is silly to even have feelings for you. You and I are are not so different. Yet I feel we are so different. You are the first person I think of when I wake. You are the last person I think of when I sleep. I have been crushing on you for such a long time, my heart feels it will give out on me once I find out you are with another person. Oh how I wish to make you mine! Oh how I wish to be given the chance to tell you how I feel about you! Will I be given the chance to tell you? Will you embrace me or turn away from me just as the others have? I been crushing on you since 2012! I fell for you by your smile, laughter, the twinkle in your eyes, I love how kind hearted you are even during challenges and your punishments. What's not to love about you? Oh how I wish for us to talk for hours and hours! I want you, I want to know you, the you no one sees on the TV! I see in your eyes you are truly special! Oh how I wish to be your special someone! As I lie in bed thinking of you, my main question is. Is it possible to be yours?

Am I sexy, even though I am goth? For most of my life I have been called ugly, annoying and a freak! Men only want to have sex with me. I have been single for three years now. I even been rejected 7 times for the way I dress as well for my past. I do feel lonely, unloved, unwanted and ect.

Dear future lover, this is what you are going to have to do with me! F.Y.I probably best not to take me with you! I'll end up buying half the store!