I'm good at turning a blind eye, huh? Tsk, look, no matter what

i notice everything i’ll play dumb tho

Being alive is very bad for my nervous system.

im not anyone's first choice. im not anyone's favorite. people may tell me i mean a lot to them and that im special to them but i know there's someone they'll always choose over me

when did i become a problem instead a person

who up feeling unbelievably unlovable

sometimes i don’t care about getting better anymore. i just wanna give up.

I love pretending idgaf and then spiraling about it for months

i have nobody in this world

whatever lol (in tears)

took it personally because I never would’ve done it to you

oh I see. it was the crime of wanting. that's why I deserve it.

lore update i wanna die

there is something within me that i would like removed

I kinda needed you to pull me closer every time I pulled away.

I hate that I’m like this. I hate that I care this much. I hate that a single thought can ruin my entire week. I hate that i react this way. Does this ever end?