Phil the dog

Last weekend we had a big diaper party at the quälgeist in Berlin with around 200 people. It was awesome to see a lot of friends again and meet new people. A big thanks to the qualgeist-berlin for the great organisation and the team, who made it possible to have such an amazing weekend. We’ve been able to get a group picture done with some people. Here are some of the Tumblr Blogs i know! :) @diapesp, @thelittlekonny, @littlegirafboy, @paddedcammy2, @minionboy90, @felixkleinewelt, @littlepaulsuniverse, @jamesoakleigh, @littlecutieboy, @littleboy1986dk, @extendonap, PupCassy(Twitter), @abenjaminbutton, @doggy-phil, @clumsy-toddler & @ababyboy

Thick diaps save lives

In other news, I’ve decided to begin identifying as AP/DF (age-player diaper-fetishist), as opposed to AB/DL (adult baby, diaper lover).

I came across this terminology only about a week ago, and I instantly identified much more closely with it than I ever did as AB/DL. These descriptors, age-player and diaper fetishist, align much more closely with the ways that I express myself in the kink community; I’m very flexible and fluid in the ways that I express being little and I like to leave it as intentionally vague as as simply being “little”, I’ve never closely identified with being an adult baby or by having a particular age or age range associated with that.

As for using the term ‘diaper fetishist’ over ‘diaper lover’, this is extremely important to me to combat what I feel is a culture of kink-shaming around the sexualization of diapers in the AB/DL community. Using the word ‘lover’ to me feels like a way to minimize any negativity surrounding an interest in diapers that could come from a sexual association with them, and it really does an injustice to an entire group of folks for whom it is an inherently sexual experience.

Finally had the chance to see my beta FyrePup again. As a surprise for him we had a photoshoot together. He was so happy about it and we had so much fun. I can’t describe in words how much he means to me and how happy I am to be his alpha.