étienne

aha, if i look at my behaviors im feeling worse than i thought. high threshold #cool

i feel so stupid being nice like iwant to stay it but i still feel so stupid

i am all the enneagrams i have all the issues

im doing something wrong i have to quickly realize what is it? notice it!!! find it! or it will kill me

there is something inherently wrong with me

my toxiquest trait (i think? unhealthy maybe) is that i hate advice i hate being comforted everything feels patronizing

omg i cant even do that right? mother fucking i diot

nobody understands me (like, literally. i speak weird)

im laready so bad at it but they had to only see the worst

why do i have to be descent at stuff only when im not seen how are they going to know that way

useless maxxing over here

the meds im learning for my next test get mentioned on fanfics phew im glad im not learning for nothing

ive been so useless irl maybe i should take a break from tumblr i dont deserve to laze around sm