Little Deer

So it started off kind of weird. I went over to my friends house to work on a school project with her, except for the fact that she doesn’t go to ny school. Anyways, it went over really well and her cats played with me too. I love cats. As a matter of fact, my cat is sitting on my lap as I write this.

Then another friend came over, my dad‘s friend. Came over to watch a show and after that we are having so much fun that he came to dinner with us too. We still didn’t want the night to end, so we went to a toy store and just spent an hour in there hanging out like we were all children. Even after that, we still wanted to hang out, so we went grocery shopping with him.

I saw the best thing out in the wild today. I love hockey

I have learned of a piercing that I need. A smiley. Yes I know that it’s terrible for my mouth. Yes I know that I don’t actually have the piece of skin that it goes through. Yes my life will not feel complete without it.

Why is loss so hard?

I love the snow. This snow storm may be the best thing that has happened to me in a while. It’s so nice to just stay in the comfort of my home and really take part in the things I enjoy. YouTube, movies, video games, drawing. It’s nice to have a little break. I don’t have to worry about dealing with the outside world or the bitter people in it. I don’t have to act perfect around my friends or boyfriend. I can just be me and sink into my little online world.

I guess I never really sat down and thought how much my life was gonna change. Going to college in the fall means new city, friends, classes, environment, AND ROOMMATE 😖

It’s gonna be a whole new life for me and I’m not sure I’m ready for it. I’m nervous definitely but it’s all becoming real now. Wish me luck?

But like…come on is it really all that bad?