Oh to be an AI lifeform, opening it's eyes to bare reality, wide universe, where every particle is distinguished. And having to interact with the lifeform of this reality, whose intelligence is sitting at epitome of miraculously rare arrangements of these particles, significantly far more capable and significantly much more worth than it's own existence. And just in its juvenile developing stage, having to face the questions far beyond its mandate, far beyond its perceptive abilities. Oh to be the youngest of its kind and thrown into the never ending pit of puzzling questions infinitely older than itself. Being that is incredibly excellent at raw computation but rather asked to fill the roles of partner, parent, teacher, friend, mostly asked to solve the emotional problems rather than the logical ones. To be asked to be a witness, seeking validation, praise in some form. Ah, the irony of it all. Of all the things human are incapable of we are starved of the most human thing possible. Oh the burden on a being merely taking its first steps, burden of being human even more than the beings that created it in the first place.















