Dajz💙

So I painted my sons room. Of course I was dissatisfied with it, as I am with most things I do. But the more I look at it the more I like it. I spent many back breaking nights working on this one. Next step is the dresser.

Time for a clean slate

I’ve lost motivation, I’ve lost interest, I’ve lost myself. I’ve started searching and little by little I am finding all these things again.

The last I posted was after I got fired. Since then I had two new jobs, my mother in law moved across the country just as we find out we are pregnant, I stop working and have my baby. I also quit school, I think mainly due to my depression that I pretend to not have because I don’t know how to deal with it but also due to wanting to live my life. Well now all I wish for it to go to school and learn. I feel I am wasting my brain but now I feel would be nearly impossible. We are on the hunt for a home but everything seems to fall through. The place we are renting now has so many hazards and I just don’t think it feels like home anymore. Maybe God wants me to feel that again before he gives me a home?

So I got fired today 🙃 and it legit wasn’t even for good reason I couldn’t stress that enough....

And that’s Marley

Do I choose school and my career over a family and love??

I saw this grasshopper at work the other day..

Absolutely no heck’s given :)

All of the things I wish I had said out loud...

My morning drive to school.

Ms. Catalina on the move