Empty soul

I just wanna die so badly

I had everything, and I choose to destroy it

A love so pure and intense that it breaks me into a million pieces

I feel so empty and I don't know how to fill this void

Where can I delete myself?

Trauma is a funny thing. Sometimes it hits you without any warning.

"I hope I give people a good feeling and make them feel comfortable." "Except of that bitch, I hope she burns in hell."

I feel miserable and don't even have a reason. Just kill me pls

Continued with sh after years some weeks ago. Now I can't stop. It is really the worst addiction to me

Sometimes I remember the old me. And realize what she's been throught. She lost three close friends with just 16 years old. Most of her friends were addicts. She was so suicidal and going through so much grief and pain. She was with her abusive ex boyfriend. She spend so much time being on the streets. She never thought she would make it till 18. But somehow she survived all of this. I'm so proud of her.

Life feels like an endless circle of pain

Nothing feels right anymore

I spent so much time building the best life for me. Building a safe home. An environment where I can bloom. But I still feel so lost. So overwhelmed. I know I became so strong. But I feel so god damn weak.