brainsblog 2: brain harder

how do you lose medication but more importntly why should i care it doesnt do anything none of it does anything pathetic pathetic pathetic

youre not here and i need you Nd you probably hate me and the best part os this isnt even about just one person

i can feel hands inside me and its very distracting lol

still thinking about that fic

i shoudl have killed myself befoer high schol i shouldnt have led her on i shoudl have died at brith

i ca nfele her hadns

im shakgin and i can feel my skin so much

im sorry im sorry im sorry im osrry fuck i probably ruined her fukcing life im sorry

all i ever d o is lie and manipulate peopel wHY AM I LIKE THIS!!!!!

i feel like im about to be sick

im a piece of shit and i asked for it i told her it was ok im lying im always lying because i want attention i asked for it i let her do it i told her it was ok i was never fucking raped im pathetic im shit im patehitc

if we cut off the circulation to our hand for a few days do you think it would fall off?

nsfw gore text below hahaha

IM SO STUPIS IM SO STUPID WHY DO I EVER TALK