I build the ark to gently, gently, row my boat down Noah's stream Sometimes the path I took to reach my petty goals was so extreme I was so far down in the mud couldn't even let my light shine But she was always there when I needed to phone a friend or use a lifeline

Losing my mind one piece at a time Rewind events in my life and I find The hardships outnumber the good times Still I stand tall and hold my head high Flee the scenes, maybe things get better But know they never did I'm back to where I started Smoking packs a day and acting like alcoholics No money in my wallet and feeling really retarded

My keyboard heavy from the weight of my thoughts

Ranting to you ‘cause you’re in my room though Just because you fire up my hormones I be talking to you as if you’ll know

No second guessin', self-expression in lessons learned Aggression, became sessions where sess was burned

4AM nights with the flickering lights Shadows pass by, my mind clouded with fright It's clouding my sight, I can't even recite Reconsider bars take the pen and rewrite