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bitchhhhhh im fucking seeing kelela in october AND my head shape looks good life is literally worth living

i got kelela tickets that was a highlight of the day but before and after that i literally felt negative the whole time and now i just feel so hopeless i

how bad i wanna kill myself

im so tired i need to kill this friendship

UGHHHHH how am i gonna survive without them i need them so bad we were supposed to see each other next week but something awful came up and now idk whens the next time we meet chz both of us broke as HELL and we live so far like idek idk

nah i rly dont wanna keep going i want to kms theres no way ill get better

my life is a almodovar movie

pretty sure #thefriend doesnt have tumblr so this is the only place i can publicly talk about that stuff

lemme start a public diary on here

literally nothing helps i tried to meet people tried to go on walks tried to take care of myself but its all no use im so unhappy i hate myself i keep watching my life get worse as a result of my own absence i want to die every day