(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

Girl whose most frequent mistake is inaction voice: wow I keep making mistakes I better not do anything

there is a pain inside me so stupid that i'm not going to communicate it to anyone

it is so annoying being so self aware about all my issues like okay what now girl

person w adhd experiencing symptoms of adhd: why the fuck can’t I do this thing . I wish there was some explanation for this

you've met me at a very "yeah i'm trying to work on that" time in my life

if I just had the presence of mind and the wherewithal and the chutzpah and the bandwidth and the executive function and the energy and the mental resources and the spoons and the right attitude and the capacity and the gumption and th