if you can play an instrument even slightly you can start a band and make music. do it now

I've been fucking around looking for songs on bandcamp for a while this summer and you don't even gotta be good at it, people will like your songs if you make something itneresting

having moral ocd is just straight up torture why am i having a political debate with myself in my head im literally just taking a bus to visit bestie SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!!!!!!

sunscreen is actually such a stellar invention. it seems crazy bc if you put it on and then spend a bunch of time outside and nothing of real interest happens afterwards, you barely even process that anything significant has occurred. but if you don't put it on and go spend some time outside it sometimes will only take a few hours before suddenly the entire upper half of your body is on fire

not everything is getting worse. at least you don't hear high hopes by panic at the disco every day anymore

I'll be so for real everyone every second I spend talking or thinking about generative AI instead of drawing with my own two fleshy hands is a second I furiously mourn.

Superstitions in my culture are a great example of me not getting along with religion or spirituality at all. I love learning about those and I know a lot about them and I would like to have long conversations about stuff like that because I find those things fascinating and I am deep down very drawn to spiritual thinking as a topic but I can't really interact with that much because even a little slip into the wrong direction will literally make me go insane. I hate it because stuff like that is one of my favorite things to talk about and still my worst enemy. Like hello let me live? The same thing happens with christianity too, it's kind of different but still the same problem of being interested in the thing but it completely ruining your life if you lean into it too much.

Folk beliefs are fascinating. Until you run into people taking superstitions seriously.

They are! I just sometimes can't control the way I start to think about those: I don't take them seriously but my mind is absolutely convinced about some great conspiracy against me because I did or said or thought the wrong thing. I don't know if it's more funny or annoying. This has always been the case. At the same time I have a very strong way of thinking and seeing the world but then my mind does stuff like this and I'm just left wondering how are these idiots the same person

people foolishly dismiss desserts and treats as having no nutritional value when they actually are necessary for refilling your sanity stat. to prove my point please observe the emotional stability of the next person you meet who doesnt let themselves ever eat any form of dessert