Thoughts And Images Of A Dirty Dirty Mind

Trust is a house that you build together.

If someone trashes a room that is horrible and it’s going to take a while to clean it up and then rebuild it but the foundations and maybe other rooms are still there so all is not lost.

Someone can also blow up the entire house though, leaving nothing but piles of debris, and maybe at that point you think you’d rather you never built it in the first place.

That bigger the house is, the harder it is to ruin it entirely and the harder it is to give up on it. Whereas if someone keeps kicking over the pile of bricks you lay down as a start you might as well give up on building ‘cause what’s the point?

This also translates pretty well to developed trust issues.

Why would you even start building a house with someone if every time you tried to do that with others it ended in flames? This one will only end in flames as well and all your hard work will have been for nothing. Or what if noone actually ever helped you build the house resulting in a very shabby house because you can’t build these houses alone. You would be wary to try again because maybe you don’t know the beauty of a well built house actually made by two people.

I tried to tell my husband something I want to try…. I explained what was needed, but I froze up, so I’m going to try to post it here again…..

I want to be told I’m allowed to cum after I’ve had numbing cream coated over my cunt. Give me a time limit to try to reach orgasm and then make me stop once the time is up. Once the numbing cream wears off or is rinsed off I want to be restrained so I cant get any stimulation and then coat my pussy in arousal gel, leave me until I’m begging for more….